missing the zoo already because i am nuts like that
i am kind of freaking out. my last day of work was today and it has suddenly hit me that in two weeks i'm moving clear across the country to a place i don't know anyone to start a program i basically have no clue about. i'm scared stiff and i know that i always get cold feet and that i can do it...i moved to liverpool and it was wonderful and this will most likely be wonderful as well. but shit, all i thought about all summer was how i couldn't wait to be done with work and moving onto something new and now i'm sad to be leaving. what the hell. it didn't feel real, and now it does. it's happening. for real. it's not just this nice fantasy i can daydream about. i'm so confused and sad and excited and terrified and overwhelmed.